Retreat for the future

Posted by Joel VandenBrink under

Tomorrow, May 1, Tim Soerens and I embark on a journey that will take us to unknown, mot likely dangerous places. Ron Carucci, the COO of Mars Hill Graduate School and consultant to Fortune 500 Companies is taking 2 days of his life to take Tim and I on a retreat to help us plan for our future.

As I write this post I am sitting in a hotel in South Lake Union, looking out over the lake at Gas Works Park. Since Brooke will be unable to attend the 2 day retreat, the three of us decided to get a way for a day and pray as well us commune.

The reason I write this post is to seek prays in this endeavor. More than anything I want to hear where God’s Spirit is pushing me toward. So for the sake of simplicity, here is a bullet point list of things to be praying for. When I get back, late the 2nd, if I have energy I will post as much as I can about what happened

• Wisdom and Discernment
• That I will hear the voice of my wife throughout the entire experience
• Attentiveness to God’s future for us, over our own future ‘plans’
• Courage to listen to this calling
• Patience
• Profound amounts of creative energy

If you could, take time right now to pray. I covet anybodies prayer. And if you are bold, post your prayer as a comment.

yearning,
joel

Mariners tickets

Posted by Joel VandenBrink under

so this week has been crazy, but in the midst of this week Brooke and I have been offered three different sets of tickets, by three different people, for three different Mariner games — and we haven’t been able to take any of them.

bummer.

joel

Emerging Church Freebies

Posted by Joel VandenBrink under

If you are at all interested, or disinterested in the Emerging Church movement head over to Mark Driscoll’s Blog.

alright, that’s all i have time for this week…

peace
joel

Finally

Posted by Joel VandenBrink under

I am done with my rough draft of my thesis (integrative project.) But right now, it does’nt flow at all, my thesis changed, and i need to do some overall pretty heavy editting — that will be all tomorrow, and the next day, and the next day. every minute i get closer to drawing this thing to a close.

Here are the raw stats of it so far

Pages: 44 (this will probably descrease as i read it and go “hmm, i said that already”)
Citations: 109 (from roughly 45 different sources)
Words: 14,679
Paragraphs: 202

i can’t even imagine what it is like to write an academic book — good thing i recently downloaded the 30 freee trial of Endnote — it gives me just enough time to utilize it and not have to pay for it.

peace
joel

Buffalo Exchange Dollar Day Sale

Posted by Joel VandenBrink under

This saturday from 10-8 Buffalo Exhanges across the country are uniting for hlep protect ‘urban wildlife.’ They are doing this by having a dollar day sale and donating all the proceeds to the Humane Society of the United States.

Essentially, for those of you who have not experienced tihs joy yet, the way a dollar day sale works is that Buffalo Exhange puts a lot of thier excess clothing in boxes, racks, or tables on the sidewalk outside their store. It is then up to you, the consumer, to dig through the boxes, tables, or racks and find items that you like and are your size (or close to it). You then walk up to the Buffalo exhange employee, they ask you how many items you have and you answer ‘5′ and then you pay your $5 for your 5 items.

I love these days because it satisifes the enculturated consumer in me, and it also gives to a good cause.

To read more go here

peace
joel

Pictures from Easter Dinner

Posted by Joel VandenBrink under

I added pictures from Easter Dinner.

The first and second pictures are my favorite.

Now it is off to my last crazy week of the semester. Last one, I think I can make it. =)

peace
joel

An Easter Story — “The Ragman”

Posted by Joel VandenBrink under

I saw a strange sight. I stumbled upon a story most strange, like nothing in my life, my street sense, my sly tongue had ever prepared me for.

Hush, child. hush now, and I will tell it to you.

Even before the dawn one Friday morning I noticed a young man, handsome and strong, walking the alleys of our City. He was pulling an old cart filled with clothes both bright and new, and he was calling in a clear tenor voice: ‘Rags!’ Ah, the air was foul and the first light filthy to be crossed by such sweet music.

‘Rags! New rags for old! I take your tired rags! Rags!’

‘Now this is a wonder,’ I thought to myself, for the man stood six-feet-four, and his arms were like tree limbs, hard and muscular, and his eyes flashed intelligence. Could he find no better job than this, to be a ragman in the inner city?

I followed him. My curiosity drove me. And I wasn’t disappointed.

Soon the ragman saw a woman sitting on her back porch. She was sobbing into a handkerchief, signing, and shedding a thousand tears. Her knees and elbows made a sad X. Her shoulders shook. Her heart was breaking.

The Ragman stopped his cart. Quietly, he walked to the woman, stepping round tin cans, dead toys, and Pampers.

‘Give me your rag,’ he said gently. ‘and I’ll give you another.’

He slipped the handkerchief from her eyes. She looked up, and he laid across her palm a linen cloth so clean and new that it shined. She blinked from the gift to the giver.

Then, as he began to pull his cart again, the Ragman did a strange thing: he put her stained handkerchief to his own face; and then he began to weep, to sob as grievously as she had done, his shoulders shaking. Yet she was left without a tear.

‘This is a wonder,’ I breathed to myself, and I followed the sobbing Ragman like a child who cannot turn away from mystery.

‘Rags! Rags! New Rags for old!”

In a little while, when the sky showed gray behind the rooftops and I could see the shredded curtains hanging out black windows, the Ragman came upon a girl whose head was wrapped in a bandage, whose eyes were empty. Blood soaked her bandage. A single line of blood ran down her cheek.

Now the tall Ragman looked upon this child with pity, and he drew a lovely yellow bonnet from his cart.

‘Give me your rag,’ he said, tracing his own line on her cheek, ‘and I’ll give you mine.’

The child could only gaze at him while he loosened the bandage, removed it, and tied it to his own head. The bonnet he set on hers. And I gasped at what I saw: for with the bandage went the wound! Against his brow it ran a darker, more substantial blood - his own!

‘Rags! Rags! I take old rags!’ cried the sobbing, bleeding, strong, intelligent Ragman.

The sun hurt both the sky, now, and my eyes; the Ragman seemed more and more to hurry.

‘Are you going to work?’ he asked a man who leaned against a telephone pole. The man shook his head. The Ragman pressed him: ‘Do you have a job?”

‘Are you crazy?’ sneered the other. He pulled away from the pole, revealing the right sleeve of his jacket - flat, the cuff stuffed into the pocket. He had no arm.

‘So,’ said the Ragman. ‘Give me your jacket, and I’ll give you mine.’

So much quiet authority in his voice!

The one-armed man took off his jacket. So did the Ragman - and I trembled at what I saw: for the Ragman’s arm stayed in its sleeve, and when the other put it on, he had two good arms, thick as tree limbs; but the Ragman had only one.

‘Go to work,’ he said.

After that he found a drunk, lying unconscious beneath an army blanket, an old man, hunched, wizened, and sick. He took that blanket and wrapped it round himself, but for the drunk he left new clothes.

And now I had to run to keep up with the Ragman. Though he was weeping uncontrollably, and bleeding freely at the forehead, pulling his cart with one arm, stumbling for drunkenness, falling again and again, exhausted, old, old, and sick, yet he went with terrible speed. On spider’s legs he skittered through the alleys of the City, this mile and the next, until he came to its limits, and then he rushed beyond.

I wept to see the change in this man. I hurt to see his sorrow. And yet I need to see where he was going in such haste, perhaps to know what drove him so.

The little old Ragman - he came to a landfill. He came to the garbage pits. And I waited to help him in what he did but I hung back, hiding. He climbed a hill. With tormented labor he cleared a little space on that hill. Then he signed. He lay down. He pillowed his head on a handkerchief and a jacket. He covered his bones with an army blanket. And he died.

Oh how I cried to witness that death! I slumped in a junked car and wailed and mourned as one who has no hope - because I had come to love the Ragman. Every other face had faded in the wonder of this man, and I cherished him; but he died. I sobbed myself to sleep.

I did not know - how could I know? - that I slept through Friday night and Saturday and its night too.

But then, on Sunday morning, I was wakened by a violence.

Light - pure, hard, demanding light - slammed against my sour face, and I blinked, and I looked, and I saw the first wonder of all. There was the Ragman, folding the blanket most carefully, a scar on his forehead, but alive! And, besides that, healthy! There was no sign of sorrow or age, and all the rags that he had gathered shined for cleanliness.

Well, then I lowered my head and, trembling for all that I had seen, I myself walked up to the Ragman. I told him my name with shame, for I was a sorry figure next to him. Then I took off all my clothes in that place, and I said to him with dear yearning in my voice: ‘Dress me.”

He dressed me. My Lord, he put new rags on me, and I am a wonder beside him. The Ragman, the Ragman, the Christ!

Editorial Note: I wish I could claim this profound story as one that was birthed from my life, but alas, I did not pen this story. I mearily cut and pasted it from another source.

Speaking at Graduation

Posted by Joel VandenBrink under

me speaking?

I am graduating this year with what is officially called a Master of Divinity. Now, contrary to what the name of the degree may otherwise suggest, i do not have a master on any sort of divinity — not even that chocolate that is called divinity.

But alas, I was informed this week that I have the incredible honor of marking the end of a chapter by speaking at the graduation ceremony on May 6th. I officially have 4-5 minutes to share a little bit of my Mars Hill Graduate School experience with those present. I, along with Lisa Harrell, Tim Lietzel, and Caroline Wartman are the four student speakers.

My thoughts now turn toward, what shall I say? How shall I say it? And who should be my audience? Students? Parents? God? Faculty? I want to be real, I want to be honest. However, graduation ceremonies tend to look back just as much as they look forward. But if I look back for long enough some of misgivings of my three year tenure flood into my mind. I am reminded for forgetfulness of others as well as myself, I am reminded of frantic/chaotic/arbitrary rules that kept me from what felt like a dream, I am reminded of a firing of a boss, and most recently the struggle to find professors for classes. But I am also reminded of the good, the writing of the Ale House declaration, the finding of a new best friend, all of those who unexpectantly have taken me under their wing, helping create the M.Div program that I am now graduating from, the privilege of taking classes from Stan Grenz, Brian Mclaren, Leonard Sweet, Colin Greene, Lynn Aldrich, Tom Cashman, Dan Allender.

And so I sit, patiently, waiting for inspiration for the first sentence to come to me.

peace
joel

Graduation Speech

Posted by Joel VandenBrink under


Google Calendar has arrived

Posted by Joel VandenBrink under

So, this is the moment I have been waiting for since i heard google was releasing a calendar. And it has finally arrived — a year after the initial speculations occurred.

The reason i was hoping for a calendar like this was because i use Gmail (and if you don’t i highly recommend you switch) and i had this inkling that google would use its ’smart’ technology to search my emails and then with one click add an event that was suggested in my email. In other words. Now, when i get an email from someone that says, “Joel, can you meet on tuesday the 16 for lunch” Google puts a calendar link on the right hand side and automatically takes me to my calendar and adds the event if I confirm that it works.

Now, this may not seem all that cool, but what it does is it safes me from having to open up another program, go to the right date, see if I am available, respond, then go back to the other calendar program, fill in the date, and hope that in all those 12 steps i didn’t goof osmething up. Like put it in my calendar on the wrong day, or the wrong time.

So, if you don’t have Gmail get it and if you don’t have gcalendar, get it. (you need a gmail account to get use of their calendar)

How’s that for google evangelism?

peace
joel

UPDATE: This was in an article I just read “Google released the most-anticipated calendar since Pope Gregory XIII decreed the modern date-tracking system in 1582″ How funny is that?

Next Page »



Joel VandenBrink

This site is dedicated to recording one man’s struggles, joys, and everything in between with this thing we call life. It is also a running record of my thoughts as well as a place for those in other places to stay connected.

Recent Posts

Recent Comments

Jacob: Hey Joel - Long time... we've only
votre mere: Well. please keep the photo gallery.
votre mere: I'm sad you are done at the
Laura: Your post made me think of one
Laura: Hi, Joel. I saw the link at
» A chapter complete » Joel VandenBrink » Blog Archive »: [...] Today was my last day working
Kasey: Enjoyed reading this...some great food for thought
  • Top Commentators

    • WordPress database error: [Unknown column 'link_' in 'order clause']
      SELECT * , IF (DATE_ADD(link_updated, INTERVAL 120 MINUTE) >= NOW(), 1,0) as recently_updated , UNIX_TIMESTAMP(link_updated) AS link_updated_f FROM wp_links LEFT JOIN wp_link2cat ON (wp_links.link_id = wp_link2cat.link_id) WHERE 1=1 AND link_visible = 'Y' AND ( category_id = 6 ) ORDER BY link_ ASC

      Categories

      Uncategorized

      Archives

      May 2007 (3)
      March 2007 (4)
      February 2007 (1)
      January 2007 (3)
      December 2006 (3)
      November 2006 (4)
      October 2006 (3)
      September 2006 (2)
      August 2006 (4)
      July 2006 (1)
      June 2006 (4)
      May 2006 (9)
      April 2006 (16)
      March 2006 (19)
      February 2006 (10)
      January 2006 (15)
      December 2005 (11)
      November 2005 (8)
      October 2005 (14)
      September 2005 (9)
      August 2005 (2)
      July 2005 (7)
      June 2005 (7)
      May 2005 (15)
      April 2005 (9)
      March 2005 (8)
      February 2005 (8)
      January 2005 (3)
      December 2004 (1)
      November 2004 (3)

      Use the calendar below to find posts by day.

      April 2006
      M T W T F S S
      « Mar   May »
       12
      3456789
      10111213141516
      17181920212223
      24252627282930
      <

      Creative Commons License